I will just admit that I am still taking my dad's money from his wallet for my daily allowance in school. I always felt so ashamed. But 2017 will be different. I will try my best not to take allowance and to take up some part-time jobs to feed myself. Dad's been telling me he want retire and I can't be the unfilial kid all the time right, taking his money and eat good food while he eat cai peng everyday.

By the way, cai peng means vegetable rice LOL.

Also, have to make a resolution to spend more time with family. Eat more tze char please. I love fish head steamboat the most! Start to do more household chores (I'll try la this one, really damn lazy sometimes) and to clean my messy drawers and all. And one very big bad habit that I had unfortunately picked up this year which is, I have started to blabber vulgarities (abit hor!) to my family and love ones without thinking of their feelings. :((( out of anger, out of embarrassment, out of shock really anything!!!! 

AND WORSE STILL. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I PICKED UP FROM!!! Wah damnit. Have to stop saying it so conveniently cause obviously it is such a turn off right??? Stop it Stop it.

Wao. It scares me so much. Because of the economic downtown, many of my fresh graduate friends couldn't get a job with a good starting pay :( Most of the companies are not hiring due to lack of headcount in job roles and it will just gonna to be worse.. And I don't have fantastic grades, neither do I have a pretty face or smart brains so really, what is gonna happen to me? There's a trend in many insurance companies trying to lure fresh grads into the financial service industry, but I honestly don't really see myself inside at all.

I'm not sales driven and it gets died down easily after some time. I know I had to find something ( like legit 2017 goal!!) and start fumbling with sending out resumes to the jobs I really like sigh :(
THREE: FRIENDSHIP

So sad. I have lost count of the friendships I've lost that I've worked so hard, and gain over the past few years. But well as I grow older, I also start to realize that it will be inevitable. Don't feel bad about it. True friends will stay beside you absolutely no doubt! After being in SMU for good 3 years, I think most of my friends are still the type of hi bye friends with one or less than three sticking around??? Even grouping can be such a chore because everyone is just frantically looking for the best in the class and quickly group together. But thank god this semester was so much bearable because I was soso glad that I was blessed to group with some of the best ones in the cohort even! (bu actually mainly they have no choice cause it was preassigned or heng heng they needed us) but ohwell but god is good! managed to clear one of the hardest modules ever in my life. 

Okay, doesn't really sounds like a reflection LOL but, main thing is. Remain as humble pie, just take whatever it goes and always be helpful to others, so 2017 continue to finish your rat race to degree!

Actually not even rat race please, I am just helping everyone to tank the bell curve LOL

and lastly, MY READERS!!!!!