Life at home doing nothing :)


"Many couples are blindsided by their differences as their relationship advance beyond the more exclusively romantic early stages, because they never systematically explored their expectations and differences and adopted strategies to accomodate them. Couple who understand prepare and plan for their areas of incompatibility are less disconcerted and generally fare better. They have more realistic expectation and know what they're signing on for"

wise words to remembered for. Took a few pictures to experiment make up hahahahahaha








                                                  Short Vs Long hair? Hmmmmmmmmm.

And i read all the articles on compatibility and even took tests to find out that we are indeed, compatible.













81%.

How am i supposed to do with all the pictures, texts lying in front of me. I'm supposed to be strong, but i guess i'm the biggest weakling here.

I chanced upon this article which states that " when you're in an arguement, think of each other's good points instead of bad ones" I took it's advice and... it didn't work this time round.

Perhaps i was too angry/disappointed at that moment, or probably my mind decides to stop right here. The gap between us seemingly seems wide enough for both to communicate well, which lead to breakdowns. I don't know was it because i expected too much of you, or was it we're too comfortable with each other till the extend we're like two individuals, doing different things at the same time.

We've been together for almost an year, and yet there's still so much things i couldn't understand. Was it the reluctance to be self-sacrificial? or was it supposed to be taken granted of (for both sides of parties) I always thought that what's the best for you, might be the best for us. Sadly, bottling minor things in fear of ruining the entire day could irritate you which wasn't the correct approach i supposed.

They always say "being together means being happy", but i don't know if i truly am. I'm confused, i really am. Tell me a way to numb this heart? Maybe it wouldn't hurt as much as i thought to be. Sorry that i'm building my walls all over again.





A part of me died today.

Sometimes, this small space of mine need to be filled up with thoughts. Inner thoughts.
Not exactly those thoughts that cannot be written nor spoken, but rather something that we are all facing as a young adult, as a whole generation together.

Recently, i'm facing a problem, and this persistantly remains throughout my whole entire life. People say " Money can't buy you real happiness" But without money, will one truly be happy? Urgh yes, I 've heard for a thousand times that they quoted that simplicity with contentment is satisfaction but, honestly do you really enjoy watching your parents working wee hours/watching them broading over money issues with that 'simplicity' just to support the family? Ok to be honest, I don't come from a poor family but i know some of my friends does. They're struggling every single day to pay debts, bills just to stay afloat in this society. Living expenses can easily hit up to 10 dollars per day just purely to stay alive (transportation+food lol)

Still remember my dad used to gave me $5 dollar as pocket money during childhood days and it lasted for two weeks cause back then laksa, fishball soup in school canteens cost 50 cent per bowl. Price affortable and filling for a small built girl with two pony tail. Now kids are having iphones/samsung and they're actually whatsapping their parents on phone wtfffff. Back then we don't even have one damn.

Hate it, hate it how COE in singapore is so expensive that dad have to make a tough decision to scrap off my family car, which is part of my family's asset. It's so retarded to buy a car in singapore to drive for merely 10 years with all the ERP surcharges, coupon lots, increasing petrol fees. I think in big places like Australia, China their cars are much more affortable and cheap. I could use that COE amount and buy a house overseas and then sell them at profitable price.

Really no idea what am i thinking to learn driving with so much restrictions and cons to weigh for. It's just tiring don't you think? This vicious cycle won't stop. The poors are gonna be poor unless they decides to be mini entrepreneurs. Even studying university (salary 5k plus maybe) won't be sufficient to pay off house debts plus interests that is concurrently rolling like a snowball, living expenses not talking about cars here.

Just hope that i'll come up with a money spinning plan for my future :(
I'm going be judge cause i'm whinning. I'm whinning yes, cause i really really hate money.

"Money is root of all evil"

Ah, this i gotta agree.

Tribal lady for the day!!!!!!!!!!!! I think i got the hybrid looks of kid plus a growing adult. It seems like no matter how i dress up, I JUST WON'T LOOK MATURE AHHHHHHH DAMNIT HAHAHA. Dress up for swee choon and had a wonderful night. (wink)

Days when i'm sad/stressed/moody then i'll have lots of things and thoughts to share. Really wanna pen down my thoughts tonight, but since it's a happy night so....... i'll leave it for next time!! :)

I sincerely hope school doesn't starts on monday. Ah damn.



Lovexxxxx.

Finally took the time off my scheldue to blog. It was truly an amazing months of holiday but..... school gonna start soon and the hectic/torment/disappointment/crazy semester gonna start. Before anything else, i decided to open a small instangram blogshop to sell clothes on my humble page. Can't really comment on the sale yet, but hopefully i'm able to earn some pocket money to help parents :-)