I chanced upon this article which states that " when you're in an arguement, think of each other's good points instead of bad ones" I took it's advice and... it didn't work this time round.

Perhaps i was too angry/disappointed at that moment, or probably my mind decides to stop right here. The gap between us seemingly seems wide enough for both to communicate well, which lead to breakdowns. I don't know was it because i expected too much of you, or was it we're too comfortable with each other till the extend we're like two individuals, doing different things at the same time.

We've been together for almost an year, and yet there's still so much things i couldn't understand. Was it the reluctance to be self-sacrificial? or was it supposed to be taken granted of (for both sides of parties) I always thought that what's the best for you, might be the best for us. Sadly, bottling minor things in fear of ruining the entire day could irritate you which wasn't the correct approach i supposed.

They always say "being together means being happy", but i don't know if i truly am. I'm confused, i really am. Tell me a way to numb this heart? Maybe it wouldn't hurt as much as i thought to be. Sorry that i'm building my walls all over again.





A part of me died today.