i reckon that nobody will visit the page anymore because i'm too busy to update it. My visitor statistics drop to pathetic 2 visitors now. I think i'll make it more update when it's nearer the holidays. Life's pretty mundane with all the homework, tests and project. I dont even have time to study for test because some of my classmates just dont wished to lessen my burden by doing their part. I mean it's only fair when everybody does their part and get the equivelent marks. The entire report = four of us. Can you at least do your part for speech? Just the speech will do. Im not begging you to even edit the report.



why is my life like that?
why are you like that?
I really hope that you'll be more responsible because we're going to be stick for 3years, damn 3years.
Please.

You'll never know how effortlessly i took down the notes one by one just for revision, you'll never understand how i feel never. All you people freaking bothered is your selfishness, to throw away everything and never see it again.
Wtf is wrong with you honestly? You dont even bothered to tell me you threw away my Amaths textbook and you still can laughed about it. What you trying to tell me.. You're freaking proud it? You're proud of accomplishment of throwing my stuffs? How about I throw your important stuffs in the dustbin and laughed at you. How do you feel, disappointed? Or you don't even care about it.

Nobody ever cared about my feelings, nobody. Even when the hamster is gone, you can jolly watch television pretending nothing happen. Honestly, are you a human being? Are you?

You everytime complained that nobody ever bothered about your feelings, have you.. considered mine? Have you? Many the times i want to express my thankfulness to you, but look at you. I can't be bothered now, seriously.

so back to question,
what's with you celine? What's with the big reaction?
It's not a big deal right, it's just a book.
Yeah.. a book which i copied for 2years.
a book which produces no great results.
a book produces disappointment.
Let's rejoice it's gone.

Sometimes it's not that i'm doubting the lord it's just that its just so hard to believe his existence.
I know i've failed as a christian if i said i'm doubting, but that's the truth for me now.
I really dont know should i carry on, stay believe and stay faithful to lord...
.....

Im feeling so helpless now.
Can you please please please please just make a miracle for me? At least make this semester a smoother journey for me. I feel like breaking apart, i feel so stressed up studying something that i dont like.
I feel so stressed up trying to attain good grades.
I feel so stressed up in a good class.
Please let me believe in you. Please.
(ok, dont judge me now. thxkbye)

I finally found my life back this few weeks. Thanks silvester for coming to Singapore!!! :)
 Twist together before they leave for Hongkong. Really upset cause i think i really bond with them alot!

So yesterday I became a tour guide for my hongkong friend! He's like telling me he was so shocked that i'm so short cause he expected me to be taller then him. So when i heard that, i was about to burst into tears LOL. Haha, kidding. I'm use to people saying i'm short. Went to Suntec city to find them. I didn't know there's such thing as, Suntec city mall until i looked up at the exit sign which wrote "Suntec city Mall" Damn embarassing cause i told him that suntec city is splited into two half, but actually it isn't. HAHAHA, WHATEVER LAH MANAGED TO FIND ANYWAY!



We end up talking nonsense while waiting for the ice cream HAHHAAHA, then i got so irritated i told the waitress kindly cause we waited for 30mins! Then she's like, OKOK is done ;) We power. HAHA

Hello guys i'm back from the hectic weekday!! :)So this few days my mood fluctuates like crazy. I can be really happy and enjoy my day and the next moment, I'm angry over alot stuffs especially projects. Went back church after million of years ( okay not that exaggerating, but around 1 month plus) WOOHOOO. Jesus is alive!!! Faith burning.
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I think i took too many picture with Jiancheng until the mom mistook im his gf. OhLord. HAHA

City news weekly! SEE THE WORD EMERGE??!??! IT'S GONNA BE A BLAST NEXT WEEK YOU GET ME?!?!?


The best part of the CHC yesterday..
JAYEESSLEE. OMG.

Freaking awesome. I would like to end my post with a group peekcha!

OK BYE~

I joined the Best friends ever compertition with my bestie HAHAHAHAHA.
I've been doing this poster thingy for the past 2hours just now, pray hope that i can win the competition! :)
IMMA GONNA CHIONG MY MARKETING PROJECT HAISSSSSSSS.

COME ON LIFE, SUCK ON HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.

Damnn, really no life nowdays. It's about studying, projects and more studying, more projects.
Blog some other day properly when i'm free!

Mascot parade was fun with bestbest charlene! Damn long didn't see her already since we're always, both so busy. Time seems to pass really quickly when you're enjoying yourself much. Life seems so miserable studying at home and going to school. Especially I'm doing some diploma which i don't like at all.








Happy birthday Jiancheng!!!! :D Discussing when to go Hongkong trip is really exciting. Can't wait to go.

 Lowell, stanley, Javier, Enqi, Javier, Wanyi really brightens up my day today! ;) Although sometimes Lowell and Stanley Today had many many meetings in a row. Damn tired.