Sometimes, this small space of mine need to be filled up with thoughts. Inner thoughts.
Not exactly those thoughts that cannot be written nor spoken, but rather something that we are all facing as a young adult, as a whole generation together.

Recently, i'm facing a problem, and this persistantly remains throughout my whole entire life. People say " Money can't buy you real happiness" But without money, will one truly be happy? Urgh yes, I 've heard for a thousand times that they quoted that simplicity with contentment is satisfaction but, honestly do you really enjoy watching your parents working wee hours/watching them broading over money issues with that 'simplicity' just to support the family? Ok to be honest, I don't come from a poor family but i know some of my friends does. They're struggling every single day to pay debts, bills just to stay afloat in this society. Living expenses can easily hit up to 10 dollars per day just purely to stay alive (transportation+food lol)

Still remember my dad used to gave me $5 dollar as pocket money during childhood days and it lasted for two weeks cause back then laksa, fishball soup in school canteens cost 50 cent per bowl. Price affortable and filling for a small built girl with two pony tail. Now kids are having iphones/samsung and they're actually whatsapping their parents on phone wtfffff. Back then we don't even have one damn.

Hate it, hate it how COE in singapore is so expensive that dad have to make a tough decision to scrap off my family car, which is part of my family's asset. It's so retarded to buy a car in singapore to drive for merely 10 years with all the ERP surcharges, coupon lots, increasing petrol fees. I think in big places like Australia, China their cars are much more affortable and cheap. I could use that COE amount and buy a house overseas and then sell them at profitable price.

Really no idea what am i thinking to learn driving with so much restrictions and cons to weigh for. It's just tiring don't you think? This vicious cycle won't stop. The poors are gonna be poor unless they decides to be mini entrepreneurs. Even studying university (salary 5k plus maybe) won't be sufficient to pay off house debts plus interests that is concurrently rolling like a snowball, living expenses not talking about cars here.

Just hope that i'll come up with a money spinning plan for my future :(
I'm going be judge cause i'm whinning. I'm whinning yes, cause i really really hate money.

"Money is root of all evil"

Ah, this i gotta agree.