I'm actually tired of putting the facade smile on my face, putting my thumbs up and telling everybody that I'm fine. It hurts to know that your efforts are not paying off and sometimes, people misunderstood your intentions. Days come and go, months come as they please and now, polytechnic life officially started. The feeling of being an independent adult totally sucks and trust me, nobody really cares about you anymore in polytechnic. It's like throwing you into the deep blue sea and you paddling hard to get ashore. Although I admit that life can be rather interesting with people whom you never met in your life before, but i'm really afraid of what future beholds me. I'm still trying to figure out what's their personality and character before passing down the judgement of them personally. My classmates are rather friendly and I'm glad that I can click with them rather well! I pray to lord that I'll tide through this part of my life and may everybody be blessed in their health/studies and relationships. We love you and we worship you , Jesus ;)