Guess, the best decision so far is to return back to Student union after drifting away for quite some time. Met a pretty few friends and was surprised that we could click rather well. Club crawl officially ended, marking the new beginning of the new fostered friendship. All the sweat, pain, tiredness, whinning about how lazy i am to go school such a early timing totally worth it all. May this memories stuck in our minds forever and, thanks for everything. X
Heart ponders, overthinking and insecurities floods in.
Setting anyone's heart on fire it's really the easiest thing to do. But question is, how do you sustain that fire from dying down? I don't know and still, finding the answer for it. Tired of being emotionally worn out, tired of getting manipulated. Seems like the walls to my heart is getting higher, till a point that nobody is able to climb in, neither can i get out of it.
Infatuation can be such a wonderful experience, but don't let it take over you.
(And yes, i'm not going to let history repeat itself again unless somebody proves me otherwise)
Ok, emotion ceast aside, it's time to head back to books soon. Maybe you're not destinated to love.
x.
Setting anyone's heart on fire it's really the easiest thing to do. But question is, how do you sustain that fire from dying down? I don't know and still, finding the answer for it. Tired of being emotionally worn out, tired of getting manipulated. Seems like the walls to my heart is getting higher, till a point that nobody is able to climb in, neither can i get out of it.
Infatuation can be such a wonderful experience, but don't let it take over you.
(And yes, i'm not going to let history repeat itself again unless somebody proves me otherwise)
Ok, emotion ceast aside, it's time to head back to books soon. Maybe you're not destinated to love.
x.
for you, i will.
celinebleh
9:16 PM
Rainy days, dark night with a clear mind. Days like this should be spend by indulging into one's thoughts. Sometimes, I really dislike myself for feeling vulnerable and emotional at times. It gives you something to do, but it doesn't bring you to anywhere. Empty your sorrows in a bottle and then throw into the sea.
Keep fighting, you'll be fine, definitely will.
Keep fighting, you'll be fine, definitely will.
Thoughts x.
celinebleh
12:25 AM
Happy easter day! AHAHAHHAHAA.
Thank you for the cross, the mighty cross
That God himself should die for such as us
And everyday we are changed
Into your image more and more
Yes, by the cross we have truly been transformed
And we're so amazed and we give you praise
That you would save us at such a cost
And we're so amazed and we give you praise
For the power of the cross
For the power of the cross
That God himself should die for such as us
And everyday we are changed
Into your image more and more
Yes, by the cross we have truly been transformed
And we're so amazed and we give you praise
That you would save us at such a cost
And we're so amazed and we give you praise
For the power of the cross
For the power of the cross
celinebleh
1:02 AM
Picture speaks a thousand words,
"Sometimes, it's not about the quantity but rather the quality of the friends you are having right now"
Yes, so blessed to have great friends around me when i just need a listening ear desperately hehe. I can be super naggy and emotional when sharing my life story with my close friends. I think god works in a miraculous way because our birthdays happen to only 1 day apart from one another. He's probably the only guy I am willing to pour my sorrows and seek advices regardless of anything.
Many people have been asking me whether he is my current boyfriend or my ideal guy. Yes, I can't admit it that he is my ideal guy BUT we can never be together. ( if you close enough to me, you will probably understand the reason why haha!)
Goodnighty. Will post a proper post when i'm feeling better.
"Sometimes, it's not about the quantity but rather the quality of the friends you are having right now"
Yes, so blessed to have great friends around me when i just need a listening ear desperately hehe. I can be super naggy and emotional when sharing my life story with my close friends. I think god works in a miraculous way because our birthdays happen to only 1 day apart from one another. He's probably the only guy I am willing to pour my sorrows and seek advices regardless of anything.
Many people have been asking me whether he is my current boyfriend or my ideal guy. Yes, I can't admit it that he is my ideal guy BUT we can never be together. ( if you close enough to me, you will probably understand the reason why haha!)
Goodnighty. Will post a proper post when i'm feeling better.
Best friends forever.
celinebleh
1:27 AM
Left with 2 more weeks of holiday and that's it, school is reopening for everyone of us. Went for Jeremy's graduation ceremony and Jingyan's 21st birthday celebration. Really proud of Jeremy for putting so much effort in impacting people's lives through the glory of god. Jingyan's 21st birthday was a blast and we did some lame dance taught by Teo Da Zheng. Life's really great ;)
Presenting to you, our epic dance. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
Presenting to you, our epic dance. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
Fruitful day,
celinebleh
12:10 AM