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I'm unhappy.
I think guilt is slowing eating me up. Everytime I open my visual studio, I'll get overly depressed over it. From that, I conclude that I might have serious perfectionist problem. I just can't stop pushing myself to attain higher level although I know it best that it is definitely way beyond my own capability. The feeling is really unbearable, so much to the extent that it causes so much unhappiness. Sorry for being a little whiny monster though i know that complaining wouldn't be of much help.

On the side note, everything is ongoing smoothly. Love, Friends, Family are there for me when i need a listening ear :-) Really appreciate my church members for their understanding that I couldn't join every weekend service with them due to heavy workload. Really detest the course for turning everyone into angsty creatures.




Hahahahaa, Dear drew this when i'm stressing over coding. HAHAHAHA. So cute right, love him best :-)