Eh.... hello there.
Koi on hand, sushi on the table. Awesomez.
I swear to you that's the best combination, sushi plus koi grass jelly milk tea :-)
Had to pamper myself for awhile since i'm craving for some good salmon and koi for a long time. Gubble down the whole salmon sushi one by one down the throat and drank the whole koi immediately once i reached home. Life's great this way and it must, continue this way. Life in school still not good...... with
NEVER
EVER
ENDING
ASSIGNMENT
boo :(
Everyday is a day to race against time..... time, time time when will you ever be sufficient and enough for me. Had two hours of sleep last night and thank god that i managed to pull through all the lessons. Today's jap test was not okay cause... i feel that i didn't do my best in putting efforts to conquer this language :(
2 more weeks to go before there's a declared small break for christmas!! Will be spending most of the time to catch up with my past cliques, church friends and god of course. Sometimes, i really amazed how god has bestowed his godly power in time of need, with some presence of prayer. Hehehe. Hope that things remained perfect as it is and may i surive through this semester. Faith, love, trust, hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope and more hope. I need plenty of 'em.
ok baiiiiiiiiii.
Mundane life....
celinebleh
12:19 AM
Came across the pictures in facebook snapped during the Dlist presentation so, i decided to do up a short post about my life in poly...
(pardon that unglam picture by kenneth lol)
The road to completing this course diploma wasn't easy at all. Time and time again you have to sacrifice sleep, time spend with your family, boyfriend, close friends and church mates just to complete the endless assignments/ICAs. It's really a battle racing against time because it's really impossible to juggle with Business and IT side, with both demanding subjects to start with. We have 6 project modules, which applies both business and IT into practice for each semester.. which no doubt place us in good position in the future workforce as we are equipped with both technical and business analysis aspects. There are times where i felt just like giving up which largely contribute to my fluctuating mood swings (lol). But i really glad that I didn't and managed to pull through 3 semesters although most of the time i'm just struggling my way through. Hardwork did pay off in last semester which i didn't expect i'll get into Dlist.
........
Sometimes i wished that i'm smart enough to make the decision of studying harder during Olevels and get to a course which i'm passionate about. Instead of just dwelling over and regretting, i'll think that i will work even harder and carve out a good future for myself haha. I placed too much expectations for myself i guess hahaha. Nevertheless, words can't express how grateful I am to Wheeki and Mr lu, for they are my source of motivation and reason for a great last semester. Alright with the currently semester...
ok, back to doing projects.
:-(
School daze.
celinebleh
12:59 AM
Blogger app is now officially my favourite tool for expressing out.
I don't usually blog much in words, but when i do it probably means that i'm currently feeling a lot of negativity.
What's love without compromises and what's compromises without love. Love requires compromises in order for both to work things out and without love you won't bother trying so hard. The "reacher and the settler" theory they called it. Neither reacher and reacher/ settler and settler will have a smooth progression in relationship.
Sometimes, i really don't get it why did i learn to love again knowing that it'll surely bring pain in some point of the time. All i ever knew was, " i love you too much to walk away" which probably conclude the whole post tonight.
I don't usually blog much in words, but when i do it probably means that i'm currently feeling a lot of negativity.
What's love without compromises and what's compromises without love. Love requires compromises in order for both to work things out and without love you won't bother trying so hard. The "reacher and the settler" theory they called it. Neither reacher and reacher/ settler and settler will have a smooth progression in relationship.
Sometimes, i really don't get it why did i learn to love again knowing that it'll surely bring pain in some point of the time. All i ever knew was, " i love you too much to walk away" which probably conclude the whole post tonight.
Way back into love,
celinebleh
1:16 AM
Lying on the bed blogging using my phone. I can finally feel the vibes of penning down my emotions. It's been a long time since I shared my personal emotions in this small space i'd call it my own.
Things ain't going smoothly as it seems this days. Feeling so pressured by the need to attain self goals. Feel like just curling up myself into a ball and live in solitude for a time being which... i probably labelled as a coward escaping the harsh reality haha.
Owellllll. Things will be fine ultimately. Faith faith and hope for the best. Missing my small boy very much though there will be forever endless assignments enough to keep us apart from each other for days...."Absence makes heart fonder and distance doesn't matter"
Gotta get some quality sleep before the dawn begins. Hope it doesn't come.
Things ain't going smoothly as it seems this days. Feeling so pressured by the need to attain self goals. Feel like just curling up myself into a ball and live in solitude for a time being which... i probably labelled as a coward escaping the harsh reality haha.
Owellllll. Things will be fine ultimately. Faith faith and hope for the best. Missing my small boy very much though there will be forever endless assignments enough to keep us apart from each other for days...."Absence makes heart fonder and distance doesn't matter"
Gotta get some quality sleep before the dawn begins. Hope it doesn't come.
Yours truly x
celinebleh
1:36 AM
Rushed down after school to Zouk for the best model in the world Singapore. I would like to thank bestie for the wonderful night and a memorable experience..... cause this is my first time to clubbing area heh. The competition was rather competitive cause there are simply too many great models around competing for one 2 position, one guy and a girl. There are 6 guys competiting for one and 17girls competiting for one position......
Bestie's pretty sister!!!! :)
Made Fan board with the light sticks and cheering our lungs out~~~~
Thats all, ciao. ;) hehehehehehehehee.
Best model 2012
celinebleh
3:52 PM
Dear Life,
I fought, I slough hard for you, but why do i not feel least contentment in my life? I have a good family, i have wonderful friends, I have a boyfriend but.... things always turn drastic/bad against me.
Forget it life, screw you.
Life,
celinebleh
12:27 AM
Thank you for supporting this tiny space of mine. It was kinda shocking to see people around the world are reading my blog on iphone/ipad/windows/blackberry/android. Wonder who's the 58 United States readers and 28 Russians...... Mind leaving a shout out over here? :)
feel like dyeing back my hair colour to brown again....... should I? :(
Thank you :)
celinebleh
1:50 PM