Heart pondered and the screen remained blank and i knew, my effort didn't put off.

I know i shouldn't be feeling like this because i ought to be grateful to what god bestowed to me the last semester for having an opportunity to get in though i don't think i quite deserve but this time round i really worked really hard for it..... and i have to deal with such disappointment.

Just how many more disappointments am i going to face. I'm confused of my prospect future which i doubt highly my ability to do well.