Your heartbeat skipped a little.
And you wondered what went wrong again.
And you wondered what went wrong again.
This week is pretty mundane, counting down to boyfriend's arrival!!! Exactly 5 more days. Can't believe that salad bowl taste so delicious! I used to think that salad are pretty bland without taste but it taste damn good with salad dressing!! Probably thats why my diet plan still didn't work out as plan.
Added my usuals- pasta, onion, mushrooms, mangos (tried and it taste surprisingly awesome), corns and vegge, and more green vegges.
I finally understand that life is so boring without a life partner. Whenever my boyfriend is around, we'll just sit on the sofa and laugh till night, and walk to random place and get lost. But when he isn't around, i'm alone watching boring drams and even kid's comedy that i watched when i was 9' years old. Then afterwards use laptop to finish my endless applications and i think i've been writing personal statements for the 3rd time. Cross fingers can get through **
Went to Just Want Coffee with Bestie, Melvin another day to taste their awesome matcha frappe and cappucino! We are very blessed indeed. So there's tai tais who ordered vegge pie, cheesy wedges and cancelled the order because they flared up. Bestie's friend, who's working there suggested giving us the treat or it will be a waste to throw them away. Blacklist blacklist haha.
The awesomely nice matcha frappe. :)
I have little plantations around my heart according to love conversation#00 chapter 2.1 from dear :)
Such heartwarming texts sometimes really brightens up your day, especially miles away from Taiwan. Time plsssss go faster.
Goodbye readers. xxx
Finally the dry spells are over and here comes the big rain that everyone anticipated. But it's a long and kinda happy-lonely jog for me.
Finally had the chance to do a quick run around punggol since it's pretty near my house area. Unfortunately, it was really a bad bad timing. Before i even started running, the wind started blowing on my face and the clouds turned greyish. Nevertheless, I continue to run and walk, exploring this beautiful scenery myself.
Sometimes it feels so good to jog yourself because you can pace your jog at your own timing- having sudden sprint when you feel like it, jog and walk at the same time lika boss and camwhore. Honestly I'm a damn fail runner cause I run everywhere with my big tablet, taking photos of myself running like swag. Realise that my long fringe really serve me great purpose when there's absolutely no distractions at all! Contemplating to keep it longer for some period before i cut it away with my hair length. Oh!! and i recently won Jean Yip $100 hair voucher intending to do some perms and curls/ Thank you Jean Yip though every week, there are 100 winners lol.
Life is really so complex sometimes and heartache. Watching your love ones getting hurt by you is the shittiest, worse thing ever. Sometimes I even wonder why am i bringing so much pain, trouble to everyone. It's like u really wanna try your very best to protect and love with all your might but somehow things always ended up so saddening and drastic. But faith, faith faith faith always goes a long way. I'm always thankful and trusting that god brought me to earth for a reason. I live for a purpose! And not everyday in sadness, in sorrow.
Haha wa, the rain became really big in the end when I JUST JUST nice reach 7km mark. Have to make do with the tunnels with suspicious bangalah workers looking at me. Actually they are already very nice not to chase me away cause they set up their own base earlier on with their group of friends.
I'm alone. I'm alone waiting for the rain to stop.
And the feeling really miserable. It's like feeling so cold, shivering and your boyfriend is way way away in Taiwan. Sigh that feeling......Nevertheless I am ok! Brought groceries home and walked home under drizzle rain. It was a great experience, but even better when I took the time and effort off to jog and reflect on life. Life really is so simple, and i'll want to make everyday counts :)
Just 10 more days to the arrival of little soldier. Honestly it's damn tough during outfield to carry your weapons and sleep in deep mudholes. Dear almost gave me a heartattack when he told me a snake actually crawled over his legs. OH MY GOOODNESSS I'M LIKE LEAVE MY BF ALONE :'(
Lastly, Thank u nuffnang for the cheque!! Brings me great joy and happiness that my effort in blogging paid off. Foreverloyalsupporter# Do check out next post. Goodbye xxx
This year celebration was definitely something memorable- in fact every year as well.
First day of celebration was with my parents and they bought me to Cathay restaurant for a sumptuous dinner. Afterwards dad drove us to beach road (chong qing grilled fish) and we ate second round. Prior to all the celebration, I want to really thank my boyfriend, and all my beloved friends for making this birthday celebration a blast.
#1.
Travelled to Jurong East Chevrons house to buy boyfriend's military stuffs for his trip to Taiwan. Was sitting down waiting for him and then, I saw kwanwai and alan!!! Ran over and interrogate why they are here and they came up with a lame excuse " we came here to study today" HAHAHAHA Ended up boyfriend created a group chat to celebrate my birthday before he fly to Taiwan. He booked a karaoke suite room just for us to sing because he knew very well that I love to sing. Thank you dear.
Showing everyone our picture together cause you deserve endless attention from my blog readers :)
People that really stayed on and played a big role in my life. Sabby, Alan, Melvin, Jiancheng and the adorable kwanwai. Normally she'll just whine how far it is but it's so amazing that she didn't complain (she stay in Tampines btw)
#2
Here's the catch. When everybody left, he blindfold me and bring me to the chalet he booked for us. I was really touched that he made every effort to decorate the apartment just for the two of us. And well of course, not forgetting our favourite song, Almost is never enough :')
1. Purple light sticks that are my favourite.
2. Candle light dinner- Fish & chips/Chicken chop with mushroom soup
3. Song and the really romantic ambiance
4. I BOUGHT MY PYJAMAS WHILE HE BOUGHT SHIRT HAHAHA
I totally didn't expect that he book a chalet just to celebrate this special day. So after eating, I wanted go up and take a look at our bedrooms but he forbid me from doing so. He claimed that the room is untidy with all wrapping paper of balloons, not used decorations that he did which I'm not allowed to enter until he tidy the whole place. Never did I expect.
He decorated the entire room with balloons, and a heart shape with my gift. I literally almost melted.
Here's the guy that never fails to surprise me, giving me all the attention he could, taking care of me. Thank you so much for the celebration my dear.
He gave a pair of earrings- the purple heart is inside the silver heart, symbolises you've already occupy my entire heart and there's absolutely no room for others. :') How sweet. Wore the pair of earrings on the day he's flying off for a month of tough training in Taiwan. I love you too.
#3
It was quite a impromptu decision for my poly clique to ask me out on a Thursday morning. Never did I expect that they planned a surprise for me. Enqi blindfold me with a cloth and I was put on with a crown of roses and bracelet. That was me trying to dig my birthday presents from the sandy beach :')
Dig dig dig. Ok, can't find....
Around evening the guys came with the birthday cake and that was part II of their surprise. So damn touched to have them with me celebrating my birthday and best of all! Shengzhen came from Batam to find us. Beyond words can describe how blessed I am to have this group of poly friend kakis for great buffet, great outing. Ate the cake with our bare hands and ran up to catch our movie together.
#4
When the clock strikes 12, I received a call from Jian cheng (LOL) He sound really seductive which I don't know why but.... I still opened my door. Tadaaaa!!!! My best best of best best clique surprise me with a cake again! Nothing beats having them around in my house, especially we're so so close together everytime.
Next day.. went for last driving lesson and meet with them for IKEA lunch. Shared a plate of 20 meatballs, tomato pasta and mushroom soup. Melvin surprised me with a cake again at SSDC (Singapore safety driving centre). Tell me.. how blessed I am to have such good friends? Thank you god again and again...
#5
Dear knew that he couldn't be there for my actual birthday and yet, he pre-arranged delivery, bouquet of flowers to my doorstep. Went to collect a scrapbook made for us while having our hoilday at Bintan and again, touched beyond words. Flowers are specially ordered to be in purple colour, wrapper as well.
"Even though we're miles apart, our hearts are connect together/"
Then was the belated celebration from Fungi Kimchi group
Thank you all for your well-wishes!! I'm officially 20 years old. That really marks the beginning of my adulthood. Can't wait to settle down and start my family soon! :* (kidding guys)
Hope you enjoyed reading. Pardon my long updates, guys.
So last week we decided to visit the flower dome at garden by the bay because it's so beautiful and yet we didn't went in before :( That was exactly a week before dear fly to Taiwan and thus, we decided to make everyday count! The entrance fee wasn't expensive at all, Adult ($12) and for foreigners ($19) to enter one dome, and i think $20 for both domes if i recall correctly.
Bought this dress and bag from Taobao and trust me! Worth every single cent. Feeling really excited about entering the dome because all the flowers, trees and plants are unusually humongous. Thank god the day was good, sunny afternoon and evening. Definitely a great hangout with cool breeze blowing on your face.
Upon entering the dome, i realize that plants need to listen to music!! Those soothing music to grow. Really pampered, those plants.
Dear was telling me he's wearing his favorite shirt. And guess what!!! Is the exact shirt i bought from Batam when i was touring there. Really happy to see him every single time. :)
So he was telling me how he's bored of usual shots and glamorous celine in action all the time. So he decided to take funky shots with the worm-like plants. Looks like some monstrous plants trying to trap visitors with their hair.
We both personally love this horse! This horse made up of wood chips and pieces. Certainly not a easy task making the horse.
While having our mandatory shots everywhere we go, we got scolded by auntie. She claimed that both of us should get a room (?) cause we are having intimacy. Point is...... we are just taking photo and she get really really agitated. Ended up we both apologized profusely and she walked away.
#typical weird aunties on the move
Despite getting scolded, we carry on with our tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOT A PROBLEM AT ALL AUNTIE
Realise that my face shape is getting rounder as the day goes, and i'm starting some facial exercises hopefully can reduce some fats..
Beautiful flowers and really nice people around to constantly take pictures for us :-) Love flowers, especially purple ones.
After looking at all the pictures, i realize that i'm missing you more than ever. Hopefully 28 mar comes quickly and you'll be back into my arms. So glad to have you in my life.
I should continue typing posts on my research on 7th. It's damn cool!!! Share with you guys soon.
