So many late night sleeps, frustrations, anger, disappointment, tears
ever since I entered school.

Before even enrolling into the course, people around me already start warning me about the pile of stress, endless coding nightmares and I've to pick up my coding foundation well. I wasn't exactly a geeky kind of technical girl, which I would like to think I'm just plain lucky to secure a decent gpa enough into the course with the help of wonderful course mates in business side.

Now I'm really literally dying, it's not like my usual self to have this usual thought of "I wanna quit school", "I wanna change to other school" but, I'm really suffering inside. Every wednesday of coding lesson just feel like death to me. No matter how much I try to absorb/try to do all the lab test preparation I'll just die horribly in class slowly without help... then the cycle repeats itself for good 14 weeks.

How I wish I've the ability to go back to time.