I really make a bad owner, really. I dont fit to be a animal's owner. It's like my pet is gone and here I am surfing the internet, talking to friends online and doing project like everything is fine. Can you imagine how frail, how weak is the hamster? I know he'll stuff his food in his cheeks but he'll still die without water due to hydration! I really want to give up searching for him, but somehow the guilt inside me is killing me. Tears kept rolling my cheeks when i thought of what will happen to my hamster. What can i do for you? Seriously. I really don't know. I've no mood to study now, and i think I better go find again later. Please, just please, come out.