Mood pretty ruined and upset today. Honestly, today is the suckiest day in my entire life.If you're reading my blog and you're going to take your O level this year, head my advice. Go for something you really want to pursue, and not something your parents or what do you think holds most prospect in the future. I shouldn't chose Business informatics, i swear.

After webapp lessons, I received my results. It was really really very disappointing. I could have done so much better you know, why didn't i score better? Why. To think i've come from a rather known secondary school in the neighbourhood and I've sacrifice, sacrifice so much in order to score well. The impact hit me so hard, so damn hard that i remain silence throughout data structure and programming and decided not to talk to anybody, not even replying one single text. Hold back my tears, puting a smile on my face, pretending that everything is alright.

Then data structure was worse. We gotta redo our assignment task which we're going to be graded. I dont even know how i'm going to start honestly. In the first place, i don't even have any passion for IT at all, and this imprompt assignment is making it worse. Why i'm even whinning, why.

i've totally no mood for anything now, not even appetite for dinner. Think i'm destinated to be a failure for life. I suck. From next week onwards, i'm not going bring my ipod to distract me and i'm going full blast for my education now. Slack like mad during this sem, serious.