"Cheer up, there's always next semester" Dont worry.
But that sentence, don't apply to me anymore. I lost the chance of going into local university and i screwed up my gpa myself with a subject. To think i'm even confident of scoring well for that subject.. what a naive thought. I never ever in my life put in so much effort into something i really desire, and i blew my chance with naiveness by my own hands. My own hands. Nobody understands the feeling of having crush dreams, nobody understands how shitty i feel.

guess only way is to move on and look for other alternatives. Maybe overseas education after graduation or something. Why life, why. Don't understand.