So i'm all alone again, dealing with everything myself. Why is it that I have to go through all this? it's not making sense at all because here i am trying to make things better and then, it seems like nobody is seeing the efforts at all. Yes, you could blamed me for everything that happen, for giving you that false hope and my uncertain feelings, but i didn't cheated your feelings right. I told you that it wasn't the right time for everything and everytime you assured me it was alright that things going to turn out fine. I don't get it why must things turn out to be so sour. You mean that yes, it's all my fault? You mean it is? Okay, then fine. It's all my fault and i shouldn't even turn to you when i'm feeling down.

Why is it that people always love to twist the story around and nobody loves to listen my side of story at all? Best part is, the words from someone that was once my everything. You mean after spending three months of your time with me, you concluded that i'm a two-sided snake which means I've split personality? I don't know whether you're refering that to me but i supposed it is because, my assumptions never go wrong. Or maybe i'm just guilty like what you've said. But nevertheless, if that's for me then disappointing is just a word for you. For thinking how i am and I'm truly sorry for wasting your time in loving such despicable person.

Does pisces always get wronged/misunderstood just because they think with their hearts and not with their minds? Do they always get taken advantaged of just because they cared about feelings more then anything else? Or was it simply because they live in a surreal world that reality doesn't exist. The truth is, i really dont know. All i know is, I have always wanted the best for everybody that is, and that I had love wholeheartly with no intentions. I should ought to really sleep now as its 4.02am but i can't seem to sleep. It's like there's so much bitterness, sadness overwhelmed you and you are choked with tears. Who's there to really care for you when you need them the most? Are they going to be with you till the end? Will they? It's a question that i really want to find out badly.

I guess.. I'll just leave it how it supposed to be. You don't need to convince everybody, but i'm sure there are still people with eyes to see. Done my best, and it's time to let everything go and start afresh if need be. Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong- 1 Corinthians 16:13. A verse i happen to come across while reading the bible. Should probably continue with revision to drown my sorrows. Tomorrow will be a better day, 

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