Today officially marks the end of 2011, and the starting of 2012.

This year has been a long struggle for me. The start of 2011 was bad when i received my O level results. Took the result slip and instantly broke down in the school in front of everyone. Thoughts ramming through my mind deciding where to head next for my education lap. Things got worsen when my appealing for the course that i desire didn't make it and had to make due with a course. Classmates are really nice and caring towards one another, but the competiveness of our class is intense. All of them are equally hardworking and smart, which makes me inferior to them sometimes. Struggled past semester 1 with hopes of getting a well GPA but a subject just have to pull everything down, all that i've put in alot effort. Blame myself, blame myself for my stupidity.

People come and go as they please. Those who stick with you till the end are truly what we call, real friends. I've learn to appreciate one another, accepting imperfections, how to treat others right. I really don't understand why do some people just stab their good friends in their back shamelessly and scolding them names. Why? I don't get it. You mean that you never really enjoy their company and you hated them from the start? Are those happy moments worth that.. little? Those silly conversation, those times when you held on another in time of need, those comforting words soon became stares,  venom words that hurt you through the heart. Argh. When can everyone start to living peacefully??? When can everyone start to forgive and forget those who grudge against us, and love them back? Just when people stop to hurt one another and think about others. Why are we so.. just so selfish.

Just when i thought i could be dependent on somebody when i needed the most, they left and exited my life. They left telling me so many reasons, but deep down i know that, they left because they knew what they want, finding a better person in their life. That's how easily replacable i am, or maybe i'm just not good enough for anyone, anybody.

But well! Throughout this messy year, thank god for meeting so many people in my life. I held them so tightly and dearly to me, because they're just so important to me! :) Special thanks to Sabrina and kwanwai for staying throughout with me this year. Especially when kwanwai headed down to find me sobbing uncontrollably on my way home after receiving results. Your calls really brightens me alot during those difficult times. Sabrina for being my soul mate for so many many many years, listening me to trouble and giving the best love advices ever. I'll never be able to make it without both of you and i'm sure our friendship will last forever, and ever. When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade :)

To the special you, i never thought that i'll never meet such a good guy in my life. You're really the nicest person i ever meet in my life and i know that god will definitely bless you and your family. I never really experience the warmth of the family for such a long time, and envy such crazy bunch of good friends you have. One day if i really really become super wealthy like the fortune teller says, i'll never forget you all :) I'll give half of my fortune to you and your family because i wouldn't be what i will be, without your help. Mhmmmmmmmm, that's if it's true! (haha) 2012 will be awesome for you, i'm definitely sure. So go go power ranger! Your bear will stick with me throughout. :))))))))

Ok end! HAHA, usually i will put alot past pictures of 2011, but i realise this year i should try putting my thoughts instead. So 2012, YOU BETTER BE GOOD FOR EVERYBODY!!! :D ^^

As usual, class outing was a blast thanks to the awesome company from my primary six classmates! We're now grown up teenagers, not the usual kids that hangs around and play hide and seek in the school compound area. I recalled we used to skip our recess just to play few rounds of catching, ice and water. It's really nice to see them again especially cleon! He never fails to make us laugh like crazy cause he's really a great entertainer. (Haha!) He took my umbrella from me at night randomly and start aiming at the strangers shouting " Prepare for the war my dear friends.. war forces, ready go BLAST!!!!" LOLLOL. Went to prawning and then meddle with sparkles and light sticks, pitching a tent out of nowhere and started hiding inside like illegal immigrants. :)

Prawning near punggol plaza! But the prawns really really small. :(




Light stick was cool cause we bend it into different shapes and then, the guys threw the lightstick to the sky and catch it, then threw it again like fisbee :D


Delicious prawn. Nom nomnomnomnomnom.


This is damn funny cause we didn't expect Reuben to carry such a big watermelon in his bag HAHAHAAHAHA. Was munching the watermelon and prawning at the same time. I didn't even wash my hands.... but i didn't had a stomachache! Yayayaeee, im awesome. ^^


Hello, booooooom. :D


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Okay i know i've got a epic face :)


HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. :)


This is cup of worms that we murdered, destroyed, cut into half and then hook it up as bait for prawns. But, HEY WE'RE EATING THE HALF CONSUMED WORM INSIDE THE PRAWN BELLY. :(

Bye! I've many awesome friends in my life and i'm so glad to meet all of you. Luv you all!. xoxoxox. :D

Happygirl94. Spend the most splendid, most awesome christmas of the year! It kinda marks the great start for 2012 and i'm anticipating for more excitment and more bond/friendship with my cell group, polymates as well as my friends. Life is never smooth-sailing for anybody so what doesn't kills us ultimately makes us stronger! :)

Attended christmas service, Home for christmas. (Y) Splendid drama i ever watch. :)






Group photo with E402 together! :)

Then, was appreciation day at marina barage. Brant join us for appreciation and he ended up being more popular and got the most oreo cookies. HAHAHAHA. ^^

Merry christmas! Thank god for this bunch of lovely people for bringing laughter in my life. This year christmas was the first christmas i celebrated with my cell group peopleeeeeeeeeee. Felt so happy cause i really can feel the atmosphere of christmas! :)

I think Da Zheng really cute. I almost mistook him as a p3 kid. HAHAHAHA.


Rudolph the red nose raindeer, having little shiny nose. :D

This game really fun cause we're supposed to be blindfold and try to stick the correct spot. So i'm supposed to turn 10 rounds and then, stick the so called "tail" on the donkey's back. But unfortunately, i stick near the stomach area. But still....... I GOT A PRIZE HAHAHHAHAHA. (clap please) :D







Like korean kid right? :D







THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CHRISTMAS. <3

Candlelight service was awesome because we got to take many pictures together, creating many beautiful memories. Really thank god for letting me know sabrina, my best friend for 9years!! Introducing her friends to me, and of course her cell group! I really wouldn't come this far if not for them because they're the most awesome bunch of people i ever met in my entire life. All praise and glory to god and i'm sure, this friendship will last forever and ever :)
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Next! Decided to cut my hair for a brand new start, for a brand new year! Was having a dilemma whether to cut the hair because it holds so much beautiful memories. Like, how i used to shampoo my hair with sunsilk, and * combs my hair. :) Haha, but i guess, if i really need to move on then i should cut my hair, for a new new new new new start. Melvin looks like some korean actor right? I know ^^!



HAHA, so was the new haircut nice? Drop a comment and remember press my nuffnang. :D

You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you and tells you you're pretty and cute. He asks you about your past relationships and you ask him about his. When you tell him you've been hurt multiple times, he tells you that those guys are all jerks and stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then go on and share and tell him somemore stories about your past and he tells you his. He starts flirting with you and you start flirting back. Then he asks for your number and you give it to him right away. The next day he texts you and tells you good morning and tells you to have a good day. Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine and you wait for him to text everyday to text you. Whenever you receive something from him, you start smiling and your day instantly becomes better. He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night and he always asks if you're tired and if you want to go to bed. The night conversations you've with him are always the best and the deepest. You sleep when he sleeps, and he sleeps when you sleeps. Now he wants to meet up and hang out with you when you meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him and you feel butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him everytime you talk to him. Now you tell your friend about what an amazing guy he is and you're interested in him. Soon he confessed that he is interested in you and you tell him that the feeling is mutual. You go on more dates with him and he starts giving you nicknames and calling you baby. You feel like you're the happiest girl alive and the feeling is so strong between you guys. One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys talk now, its only b'cos you hit him up first. Things changed and you don't understand what unexpectedly happened. He stops putting effort talking to you and doesn't show that he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy and you don't want another girl in the picture. You can't help wondering what went wrong. You ask him if anything is wrong and he tells you everything is fine. Then you start thinking he's mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to to relax and everythings okay. He tells you that he's just been busy. So you wait for awhile and nothing is changing. He's still "busy" all the time and he doesn't even try to talk to you. Now everytime you talk to him it becomes an argument. And you get scared that you're being annoying by hitting him up first, so you stop talking to him. Months pass, and you don't talk to him at all. You never know what happened. B'cos of him, everyday and night you're hurt and upset. You don't know what went wrong in the relationship between the both of you. Your friends tell you to forget him and that he doesn't deserve someone like you. But you can't seem to listen to them, you're already too attached to him. You miss the old person he used to be and you don't even know what he has changed into.






took this whole paragraph from a random blog i came past, and it's really true.