Life has been good, just like how i wanted it to be. Simple yet blisfully contented. I finally understood it's all in the mindset, just like if you view life as tough, then your life will always be tough forever. On the another hand, if you view life in different perspective, then life would be easier and happier :) I used to really take things/people for granted when i'm in secondary school days because i've countless friends around me, and family when i needed them the most. However, i used to think that they wouldn't leave me one day simply because i had this thinking that they won't survive without me. What a selfish thinking of mine. That's utterly nonsense because life still goes on even without my existance. Who'd knows, they might be happier i guess. Then, things started to fall apart real badly and i still didn't learn. I still didn't. I grudge against those who attempted to make me unhappy, i wanted them to pay back everything they've hurt me. Those are the last few days of secondary school where i spend most of the time eating alone, sitting alone and then all the so called clique outings i didn't attend. Thank god for this sily girl, kwanwai's that stick with me throughout those miserable times and i'm so glad to have her. Sigh, those were the times in the past. Just to let you know you're so dearly to me! ;) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHUBBY SISTER! I really really love you so much! Have a blessed birthday at hongkong and i'll miss you.. alot. :D

So glad that i've changed, so real glad. Live, love, life with no regrets :) Who'd knows, next year might be end for everybody. (kidding!) :)