I guess, emotions are the most powerful weapon against me, with that i couldn't agree less. I am not sure what should i share today, but i guess i will just go with the flow. They always said "Time heals and we all knew it" but it didn't seem for my case. Every morning i'm like going through slow death trying to pick up all shattered pieces within. Why am i feeling this way? Why can't this feelings go away.  As much i hated how I am feeling right now, i just couldn't seem to get rid of those uneasy memories that make me really upset at night.

Does anyone truly understands how hurtful to love somebody who is oblivious to anything? And news just have to spread like wild fire and all people gave me the look was that they are either disappointed with it or they thought "we will worked out till the end". Why? why that look. Really. I have honestly put in my all to get something this in return that i don't deserved. Was it even fair? I guess not.............

ok a supposingly long post became short cause i can't seem to comprehend my thoughts into words lol. But i guess the lines on top pretty sums up everything. I really think i'm too fragile to the point that i might just crumple and collapse. I don't think, i'll ever see you ever again since, i will be having my internship for 6months instead of usual 3 months in school and then TEP 3 months. But whatever it is, move on, move on and move on. I miss you, like really really alot................

(anw ps. I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

sorry for reading this, but thank you whoever who support me silently and encouraging my blog. Anyway the pictures nothing to do with the post but ya, that's my lovely babe. Went to Republic polytechnic and it was awesome. Replica of Science centre and national library. Omg i feel so good now lol lol. thank you blog. :) )