What's that one thing?
- 11:01 PM
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- celinebleh
Recently, I get kinda disappointed that my viewership for this blog isn't going up like it was supposed to be all the time. Sometimes to be truthful, I am still battling between myself to blog to drive traffic view for advertisements or just penning down my little thoughts into my "diary". Occasionally, I might be tempted to read those older entries in this blog but my past should really just remain as it is. I get reminded every time that people still come and go- and it's inevitable.
No idea when I started indulging in Bens and Jerry tub ice cream until... one day I was tempted to try BJ new york cheesecake. It's filled with goodness and I can't even describe the feeling of blessed. Though it's temporary, but it's sufficient to make me happy for awhile. Sigh. This week hasn't be really good. Was down with severe sore throat and was coughing throughout the night badly. Having sleepless nights with constant nightmares to dealt with. I get so worried all the time for my future, like when will I ultimately end up in, where and what my career will be.
Bought Chunky Monkey that day to try out. Banana vanilla filled with walnut and chocolate bites. Just sat that alone eating the ice cream while surfing the internet on my tablet. I miss the noise, the laughter we used to have as a family. Now half of the time I'm alone at home or outside settling my own dinner. Guess we are all growing up and very soon.... I'll get married (hopefully) and brother moving out after finding his life partner.
Hope to really remain that smile even after years down the road. Received bad news yesterday that dear wouldn't be able to attend my graduation ceremony because he's liable for national service. It's with great sadness that I can't share my happiness and excitement with the person I love...... but i guess every NSF guy calls for a supportive girlfriend. Without doubt, it will be hard to accept the truth, but i guess it will be tougher not to spend one whole month together. Prom dance got cancelled as well..... not sure to be disappointed at the lack of enthusiasm in our cohort but it's okay there's still other opportunities as well. Officially graduated with a not-so-bad GPA, but not good enough for me to feel secure over my place in university. Just hoping and keep praying for the best and may god favors me (again) for everything.
Happy bens and jerry day!!!!!! Supposed to be yesterday haha.
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